Monday, December 31, 2012

December 31, 2012

Well, thought I would sit down today and write a poem about New Year's Eve. I think I've written one every year since 2005 or so... Not maybe the best poem. It will probably need to be revised. But I feel obligated to write something for the occasion. I do think I'm getting better at writing fast and with a bit more poetic accuracy. Anyway, here it is. Happy New Year to everyone:

New Year’s Eve (H.P.N.Y.)

It is morning. A new year percolates
inside my coffee cup, a spoon taps
the edges of its mouth as I stir
the cream into the darkness
that Folgers has conjured up.
The sugar has made the second sip
a bit less bitter than the sip before.

There's a soggy, grey world out there,
outside the smoke stained windows
of my small but somewhat comfortable room.
I can smell the wet, dry rot of winter,
the wood burning fire from next door
and a thick sent of peppermint from
the Christmas stocking she gave me
right before she walked out the door.

I may go out tonight, wiggle into
a freshly pressed pair of jeans,
loose fitting T, brush my teeth and hair.
Grab the camera, my winter coat and
gloves, the stocking cap I bought
last month in NYC. Don’t forget
clean socks and underwear and
that thick, black scarf she bought
me right before she left.

To that little bar just down the street
I’ll go. I’ll drink iced tea and maybe
sneak a cigarette or two while I watch
the girls in short black dresses
and to high a heel shoes stagger ‘round
from boy to man to boy searching
for that special one who looks like
Brad Pitt and smells like rum and violets.
I’ll watch them pick the one they’ll kiss
when midnight strikes and this year
finally goes its way and another just like
the last appears as festive songs
and drunken cheers greets it
like I greeted her when first we met.

Or perhaps I’ll just stay home.
I’ll watch TV alone.
A movie maybe, or music or
maybe I’ll write some poetry
and post it where my friends can see
how pitiful a man I have become
since she has gone away.
—rrw 12-31-12

No comments:

Post a Comment