Weather Girl, Promises and Flesh Eating Zombies October 2o14

Yes, it has been quite some time since I posted any of my poetry. Sorry about that. Been somewhat busy writing some new stuff and revising some of the older poems. Yeah, the poetry I thought was so "good" when I wrote it . . . well, after a few years they don't look quite as good as I thought they were. But that's good. It's a sign that I'm growing as a poet. Here's old one that I just rediscovered and worked on a bit. I'll try to keep up with this blog a bit more. Lots of poems to post.

The Weathergirl, Promises and Flesh Eating Zombies

 

Somehow, in some damn way the day seems off.

Although the pleasant Weather channel girl said,

“Heavy thunder storms to be expected—“

 

None, not one, not a single one (as of yet)

has shown its grieving face. No hail, no
thick sheets of rain, not even the hint
of disgruntled cloud. Just clear blue skies
to impale my sad eyes upon.

 

I do not like disappointment of any kind.

I’ve worn my waterproof jacket, for goodness sakes,
my winter boots in the middle of July
and there appears to be—on this sun scorched day,
at this sweaty moment in time— no apparent
reason for having done so. I hate it when God
reneges on a solemn promise!

 

And damn George Romero while I’m at it.

Flesh eating zombies move so very slow
like Jell-O on legs devouring all we breathing
things at an extremely, leisurely pace. Perhaps
it’s because  they were dead and just couldn’t
eat that fast, or maybe, just maybe, they didn’t
have anywhere to go, no pressing appointments
to keep, no distraught friend waiting in a café,
waiting patiently to tell someone, anyone
how lonely this life has become!

 

Or perhaps they were just being polite.

 

The monsters, these days, move way too fast for me.

Computers! Instagram! Porno spam! The frigging Cloud!
Lightening speeds consume flesh, mind and spirit
with little time between breakfast, lunch or dinner
to take a quiet moment to contemplate
how terrifying  text messaging can be!

 

Gone in a Cyberspace mini-sec., all gone.

No hesitation, no reservations . . . skin and bone
gobbled-up like so much raw tofu, all humanness,
depleted, deleted, defeated by one, tiny misstep
on the cell phone of life!

 

The bogyman, dressed in black dragon tats,

tall and pale, he waits at the gates
of my Facebook account.

 

I don’t want to be forgotten when I die

or eaten alive by computerized zombies
who will (more than likely)
swallow me whole and assume my identity.
Please, someone, remember me . . . as me,
one who wrote simpleminded  poetry
and was almost, almost human.
rrw 7-10-08 (rewrites o1-3o-12, 1o-14-14)

 

Knots

Thursday,
Yes, I'm back with LOTS of new poetry. Sorry that I've been away. But I am back now nd I do have quite a few new poems. Started reading my work in public. Did it once at least about two weeks ago. Not sure how it went over. Very young crowd. But I am going back . . . better rehearsed than the first time. Anyway, here's something new.

Knots

Unraveling the thick knots
that thinking often creates.
A mess to clean-up.
Even thicker fingers don’t help,
they often add to the confusion,
to the menial task of sorting things out,
what to keep, what not.
A bitter crow will bite the hand
that tries to pet it. But an old thought
will knife you . . . if given the chance.
Better to wad it all up, all of it,
toss it overhand, watch it sail
across the room . . . more than likely
missing the stoic garbage can,
smacking it's misshapen head
against the bland kitchen wall.
I should do something festive
with that wall. One of those
kitty cat clocks with the big black eyes,
and the blacker tall that swishes
the seconds away as they slowly,
lazily beat the night down.
I don’t understand 3:15
in the morning, not a bit.
It’s a ponderous time of day,
a laborer working at a job it hates.
rrw o2-o5-14

Short Stuff

 Friday
I've got a lot of stuff to post. I thought I'd start with this one. Written in November and revised yesterday and today.

Short Stuff

1

I'm taking my dreams, my tiny dreams
rolling them up in loose knit balls,
placing them quite carefully beneath
my pillow . . . so, when I fall asleep,
my dreaming mind can easily find them.
My shoes too, my dream walking shoes
placed on the floor next to the bed
my subconscious feet can slip inside them
without disturbing my comatose flesh.
I for sure need to rest but that other me,
the dreaming me loves to stay up all night.

2

The sky too blue for me,
I miss the stormy touch
of threatening rain,
the angry rumble
of undigested thunder,
the black and white faces
spring clouds make
when they're ready to cry.

Winter is too subtle at times for me,
too cold and calculating,
too sure of itself.
No, need for theatrical tricks,
it just tortures us with
its blistering look,
a quick quiet lick of frost
along the windowpane.

3

She has an extremely long neck, giraffe like.
I'm not complaining. I love kissing it
from the collarbone all the way up
to her finely pointed chin
and then back down again.

4

The old Elm is feeling its age today.
Most of its hair is gone, the sun
has thoughtlessly turned his back
on her or him or . . . Funny.
I Don't know the gender of a tree
that I have known for years.
Perhaps, I don't know "it"
at all! So, how do I dare say
a thing for or against
its existence and the troubles
that it shares with the rest
of Nature's world?

5

I think it must be terribly difficult
to try and imagine nothing.
Much more difficult than trying
to imagine . . . something.
The moment you think of nothing
it transforms into something . . .
and something  always becomes nothing
when you think of it  too long, AND
on the subject of thinking . . .
some people do too little of it . . .
others . . . far too much.

6

Laundry day tomorrow . . . a Sunday.
Cleansing the spirit as well as the tube socks,
underwear, the t-shirts and jeans . . .
God does nothing on Sundays,
but the angels it seems
wash their clothes too,
their robes and wings.
They polish their sandals
and sing Sunday hymns.
I like hanging out with the angels...
and gossiping about . . . Him
and the things He did or did not do all week,
the promises He made but didn't keep.

7

I don't smile as much as I use to.
Gravity, I think, is such a grave thing
when you get older, when the body
begins the hunt . . . the long, steady hunt
for ground, for dirt, for motherly Earth.
Leafs, we often say we're leafs in autumn, in winter.
But some of us believe we are merely flesh colored
clouds that drift about, shed our rain and then
slowly dissipate until there's nothing left of us
but a faded, sober memory or two.
I don't like the idea of dying, I refuse to do so.

8

I'm allergic to rain, early morning in the rain
as I try drumming up customers for our
game day parking business.

Each drop of cold wet
like a spear driving itself
through my red and blue,

wool Spider-Man cap,
through my skull and penetrating my brain,
accumulating inside my left ear
when the wind shoots sideways
forming tiny lakes in my ear canal.

I'm a sickly person these days.
The weather doesn't care for me these days.
And I can say,

I don't give much of a damn for it.
rrw 11-21-13 (revised, o1-o2-14)

NYE, January o2, 2o14

Thursday,

   Yes, yes, I know too well . . . been a ghost on my poetry page. But I have risen as a new year has risen from the cold, plotting footsteps of 2013. So, forgive me? Be kind enough to read me, and puzzle, as I puzzle, over the words I present to you this early, yawning morning.

NYE

Folding this year up into a nice, neat square.

I'll place it in the closet on top the brown
moving boxes I've stored there.
Perhaps . . . I'll sneak a peek at it
as the month of January yawns on.
Yes, separation anxiety will surely saddle up,
gallop insanely through the blue waters
forming 'round my eyes
as the thoughts birthed in 2013 fight
for their God given right to continue to exist.

And, yes, I'll remember you, the sweet, wet,

drunken kiss of you in the garage, your hands
clinging catlike to the back of my greasy head,
the bumble bee mumbling of those words
you recited each and every New Year's Eve,

"I'll love you forever."

Hmmm. I won't pack that one away.

I'll sentence it to solitary confinement,
take it out once in a while for a walk
down the block to the Duck Pond,
toss it a stick, play with it . . .

 "That's a good boy!"

 

. . . as the months of 2014
busy themselves, creating
their own subconscious regrets
to regret on the next New Year's Eve.
rrw 12-31-13